Desert In Love

She was the fourth girl who's accompanied with me since I started having romantic relations with any woman for the first time at age 30. Before 30, I just kept on failing to have any physical relations with any woman. I mean my chastity kept on till age 30. I mean I was unable to break out the cocoon of my own realm till age 30. So throughout my 20s, I had been always alone, spending all day &night long only either in my study or in library reading tens of thousands of books exactly literally.

So I think I just got back to what I used to be 20 years ago.

It was spring 2000 when I separated with my third love, I met my fourth one in summer 2003 so for more than 3 full years I hadn't have a girl friend, and I hardly remember what I was doing during these three years. Regardless of whether we have a girl friend or not, we are just unable to have a meaningful life in either case. I think as long as we seek for truth in women, we were unable to find solutions. Solution to life located somewhere other than in girls.

Nevertheless I seek for girls, therefore life is meaningful.

I'm A Liar

This statement contradicts itself. If I were a really liar, I would be an honest person.

Lying means telling some false story, something different from what is true, right, correct. There's difference between what is true and false, though because we use language to tell the truth or false, in nature truth contains some false and false contains some truth. Because language for telling the truth or false is an imperfect tool. We might be called liar if we were merely misunderstood owing to the nature of language itself. It is important for us to take it for granted at any time that no people are either telling only truth or false. Anyway always it's difficult to tell the truth not because we don't know the truth but because we can't say the truth even if we know what is truth. This itself also indicates the limitation of human wisdom. Don't blame on them, because we are nothing but humans.

On the other hands, if you were a chronic liar, things are alittle bit different. I would strongly recommend them to be a novelist. There must be a good way to make the most of their hidden talent other than just being called a liar.

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Electronscutum

The Shield Of Electron (Score:1)
by mercedo on 2005.12.28 8:33 (#10125) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.28 7:11
This layer might be harmful to both spacecraft and its crews but at the same time more importantly this protects us from having unfavourable bio attacks from outer space. This is a shield of electron that has been keeping on nurturing our life system on the Earth.

A Magic Of Figure

Re:IMHO, BS fearmongering. (Score:1)
by mercedo on 2005.12.28 8:02 (#10124) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.28 7:11
A magic of figure. If 200 people were killed almost instantly after they were caught by avian flu, and all were healthy adult, and if 30000 people were dead after long struggle against the regular flu they caught and all were babies or elderlies, what are we supposed to think? Shouldn't we think that avian flu is more dangerous than regular flu?
Aids is contageous disease, if we paid great attention not to have contact with Aids patients especially in sexual way, we would not be likely to catch the disease. If we carefully evade having BSE contaminated beefs, we could greatly reduce the possibility of suffering from CJD. Aids and CJD are preventative, whether we caught them depends largely for our part.
However, avian flu is not preventative once it should spread, besides it can be transmissable through common birds.
We ought to try to find ways to suppress the disease in case it should be about to spread.--
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Difference; Otaku &Akibakei

Difference; Otaku & Akibakei(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.28 1:41 (#14345397) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.25 1:40)
Oh, Technocrat.net reader.
Otaku means 'your home' in Japanese, used to only connotes favourable sense. From some time in the past in the wake of TV game, early 90s, the word also started meaning those who only live in their own world whatever the world is - also connoting very bad meaning.
Akibakei is an abbreviation of Akihabara people, Akihabara, where many electronic goods can be found. Traditionally we've got many amateur radio enthusiasts(HAM) and broadcasting listners there. I was also one of them - I started listning to short wave radio at age 13. Basic difference between otaku and akibakei is that the former are only eager to make a closed circuit within their own limited world, the latter are basically fond of trying to communicate with others as many as possible. In the age of information technology, it stands to reason why akibakei is sought after among young chicks who don't know many about mechanical technology.
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Fact

Fact (Score:1)
by mercedo on 2005.12.23 9:32 (#10053) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.20 10:41
When Commodore Perry came to Japan with 4 Black Ships in 1853 [blackshipsandsamurai.com], the population of speakers of Japanese language was larger than that of English speakers. 250 years later, the number of English speakers was by far more exceeding than that of Japanese speakers, probably more than ten times. That shows apparent generality of English.
The number of people this land can nourish was so limited and won't exceed than current 130 million, thinking of the future of this country, English has to be the first public language, this is the way our country survive in coming century.--
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Handle With Care

Handle With Care (Score:1)
by mercedo on 2005.12.23 9:12 (#10052) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.20 10:41
Back in my high teens at age 15 - in early 1980s, I found yoga very effective to reach personal achievements of any kinds, but when I told about it to one of my classmates, he strongly refused to accept my advice. At that time still yoga was a pronoun of mysticism, and few books were dedicated to practical use. I mean many books were written in mystic way.
Time goes by sometime after I experienced yoga, people had gradually started admitting its effectiveness in their daily health care. I guess it was ten years later after I encountered it in first.
Yoga develops completely new perspective in our daily life, I hope it has to be dealt with extreme care.--
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Poison To Poison

Poison To Poison (Score:1)
by mercedo on 2005.12.23 8:52 (#10050) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.20 10:41
Influenza is hard to tackle with since they vary as time goes by. Back to Tamiflu, this one never show changes according as the influenze changes its character, type, shape. As to function, influenza is more advanced form than Tamiflu. New drug must vary in function according to the changes of the type of influenza, I believe new drug need to change its effectiveness along with the variation of flu. Variable flu in type to variable drug in effectiveness.--
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Stupid

Stupid (Score:1)
by mercedo on 2005.12.23 8:29 (#10048) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.20 10:41
From the university I graduated about 30% students went to goverment. I admit they worked very hard. But all of them had no sprit of criticism. They were not critical of established way of evaluation. As a matter of fact, they all counted for only little for me.
About 66.6% went to private companies, almost of all were big, well-known companies like Matsushita, Sony, Toyota, NTT, KDD, etc. but almost of all never learned in their college life, they were even worthy of any evaluation, they were even less valuable than government people. They were people much less charming, attractive. They were just very ordinary people.
Less than 3% people started business on their own. They were individualistic, ambitious, they never rely on anyone but themselves. Almost of all were a holder of aspirant, favourable character.
Less than 1% people would have been regarded as genius, but I had never met a genius in my college life.
Google is superior to Yahoo! in analytical sense while Yahoo! is more valuable in integral sense. Both search engines have unique characters on their own. I have no idea what Japanese ordinary business people dared to think of novel search engines other than Google and Yahoo!, though, one thing I can say definitely was that they were supposed to learn more back in their college life. It is their freedom to say something bold, but I tell you they know few.
American guys, please never hold any illusion. Almost all Japanese never accomplish other than what they were told to do.--
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Kincaidian II

Re:How about 'FidelCatsro' ?(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.22 1:04 (#14309478) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.21 1:59)
You are really kincaidian. I will use it.
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Kincaidian I

How about 'FidelCatsro' ?(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.21 2:47 (#14299844) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.21 1:59)
As such.
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Nice To Meet You

Nice to Meet You(Score:1)
by mercedo (6299) on 2005.12.18 0:06 (#45227) ( http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.11.21 4:29 )
Today I noticed you are a Japanese and you wrote many useful articles in Japanese, let me visit your site sometimes. Nice to meet you.
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More Top Listings

Re:feel free (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.14 7:20 (#9882) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.14 6:38
While I was just listening to TV, I came across the news, it was short and local. That is, I didn't watch the scene in TV. I didn't look for the source in the Internet before posting this comment.
If I were able to find a good link in Japanese language with picture, I would like to post it in Technocrat.net.
In general there are tens of thousands of news in Japanese in which only a part of them would be electronicised in the Internet in Japanese and/or translated into English news, consequently only main news in Japan appears in the Internet in English. If I found interesting domestic news and photos in the Internet, I would like to link to them with my explanation in English, though you were unable to understand the language -a sheet of picture tells a lot. We will even have more top listings in other media.--
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Simultaneous

Simultaneous (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.13 10:42 (#9865) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.14 6:38
Today in Beppu -the biggest hotspring in Japan, while workers were diging on the road for some construction purposes, small explosion occurred, it seemed operating some machine caused fire into the natural gas leakeage that was abruptly emitted from the ground. It took several hours to extinguish, and still they have to keep on watering in order not to fire again. Fortunately nobody's hurt
The activities of the Earth's underground is connected, though it was too local to appear in English news.--
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Peaceful Use of Nuclear Energy

Peaceful Use of Nuclear Energy (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.13 9:54 (#9862) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.14 6:38
Solar flares are like an explosion of fire, but it's not a fire but a succesive chain reaction of nuclear fusion. To utilise the solar power is an ultimate peaceful use of nuclear energy nobody would oppose.--
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Re:Only One?

Re:Only one? (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.13 9:25 (#9860) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.13 8:44
This one is the eleventh of its kind since first one was introduced in 1986. It took 5 second for a step first and now .3 second in the latest version.
We have no information released as to how much it cost, since it is a realisation of dream, they don't seem to reveal money matter.--
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Re:Only One?

Re:Only one? (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.13 9:25 (#9860) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.13 8:44
This one is the eleventh of its kind since first one was introduced in 1986. It took 5 second for a step first and now .3 second in the latest version.
We have no information released as to how much it cost, since it is a realisation of dream, they don't seem to reveal money matter.--
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Dream Of An Anime Writer

Dream Of An Anime Writer (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.13 9:12 (#9859) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.13 8:44
In my very early childhood, Iron Arms Atom, Iron Man No.28 were a hero. The former is known to American people as Astro Boy and it is so similar to Asimo. Of course functions of Asimo is still very limited in comparison to Asto Boy that can fly and have extremely strong power. Since Astro Boy was invented by an anime writer in 1958, humanoid robot has been much closer to real.--
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R:Asteroid Research

Re:Asteroid Research (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.12 10:35 (#9840) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.13 8:44
There is a happy medium somewhere. It would be cool if both nations found it...
Yeah, that's a very good idea.--
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Iron Lungs

Re:Reminds me(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.12 23:55 (#14238438) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.12 23:38)
China has long history of nature based medicines - from botany, animals, bones, etc. On the other hands the West came up with synthesised medicines through scientific, chemical research & development. But probably those R&D are originally derived from a careful observation on the phenomenon of nature. We had a report that China's also trying to produce effective medicines from very large collections of Chinese nature based drugs. If they succeeded, we wouldn't need to use an iron lung to breeze the herb of very foul tea anymore.
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Peaceful Use For Giant Jellyfish

Peaceful Use for Giant Jellyfish (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.11 9:43 (#9828) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.11 8:08
Usually in this season of the year -winter, a handful of giant jellyfish are seen on the beach, usually 1 body per 100 metres is found dead and landed on the long (15 km) beach near here. There are many jellyfish at sea that appears after 15th of August every year. We can't enjoy swimming at sea for this reason in the late summer. If we were bit, the ichiness lasts for 7 or 8 years - I am the one who used to be bit by this behemoth, still I feel itchy for the wound I had several years ago, so keep away from contacting this sea animal. There are possibly three ways for utilisation. First one is for food, and the second is its poison -strong alchaloid called tagecine, which might be utilised for medical purposes. The last one would be for energy. Some giant jellyfish are known for generating electricity, the ampare is so small but the bolt is very strong. We might be able to make use of it for energy by collecting these creatures in a pool, etc.--

Eight Horns

Eight Horns (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.11 8:27 (#9827) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.11 8:08
Roche generated Tamiflu was based on the lengthy study how to make use of one of the Chinese medicines or additives for food -this is long believed to be effective to some form of cold, the name of it is Eight Horns. To have it directly does not prevent someone from having a cold but just feel excited, but the company extracted, concentrated the effective ingredients and made into pills and now this medicine is regarded as one of the most effective medicines for flus. There are many beliefs not only in the East but anywhere in the world. But to collect these information, utilise them and invent a new drug is a totally different thing. West overcame East.--
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Not Only Pulitzer

Not Only Pulitzer (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.10 9:13 (#9807) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.10 8:43
But also Nobel Prize, Kyoto Prize, too possible. More and more the source of news, journals, lengthy readings would be only inclined to the Internet. So Slashdot, Technocrat. net will be definitely the most prosperous candidate of not only the Pulitzer but also Nobel Prize.
I'm not sure they will be awarded in the Nobel Prize for literature, but they are certainly worthy of receiving a Nobel Peace Prize. The end of the culture of paper is nigh.--
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Pivot

Pivot (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.10 8:54 (#9806) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.10 8:43
Everything changes. -The pivot of self revolution of the Earth varies, the North & South poles also changes.--
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Sense of Balance

Coffee, Tea... or me??
----} Afterdinner...

»Girls will be girls... (13/11/05)»... but boys will be boys... (11/11/05)»...in this world of Love & Hate... (13/11/05)


mercedo (Homepage) le 9 décembre 2005 à 16:29
I visited your blog again. I don't understand French though, I greatly enjoyed your intricate sense of balance in visual art.

Monopoly

Re:me toooo(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.06 2:21 (#14186000) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.05 3:53)
I is good.
Who stole my monopoly of misuse?
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Not Yet

Not yet dead. But working on it.(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.06 1:58 (#14185798) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.05 3:53)
I often recall your bio -Not yet dead. But working on it. Aside from mine, this bio is best among slashdotters'.
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Anti-Nihilism II

Re:cold dark and grey(Score:1)
by mercedo (822671) * on 2005.12.06 1:24 (#14185441) (http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.05 3:53)
Thank you for encouraging. The main discussion here in Slashdot seems Intelligent Design versus Evolution. I will write a journal entry soon on that, probably. In short my point is this is a red-herring, people are arguing beside what is important by talking about ID vs EV. Since to believe in God is a matter of personal conviction, this is fallen into within a range of freedom of belief. No one can prove God exists but just you believe in or not. What's more important is those people who believe in God and don't believe in God, both advocates of Intelligent Design and Evolution make a common frontier and to oppose the movement of dangerous currents -rise of nihilism, I certainly believe both a man of faith and a secure scientist are men of conscience, and all had better concentrate on more crucial, emminent, realistic social issues such as the severe lack of the stock of Tamiful in the possible wake of new type influenza pandemic, etc. Let's talk about something we can find the better answer for the better society, that's what I really want to say it out loud. Probably you can feel sympathy with me, for I didn't like to speak out with guys who don't intend to hear.
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December

"December"
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mercedo said...
Thank you very very much for making a comment on my journal. Every time I found the 1 comment or 2, all were made by robot, so I feel exhilarated when I found the comments made by humans. December, the same as here. It's cold but inside the house we can spend intimate time nevertheless. You are 4 years older than I and you have already had your kids raised and they have got married. You must have been spending a wonderful life near Charlotte, I guess. On the way to my workplace from my house -it's 1.5 km long, I found 4 houses that decorated with Christmas lightings. We had only one last Christmas. As the use of the information technology is going on, our distance from your country to ours has been drastically decreasing. We've got an affiliate store of Wal*Mart too. Thank you very much again, let me look into your life through your journal and let me make a comment sometimes. Sincerely.
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Human Wisdom

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by mercedo on 2005.12.04 17:32 (#9684) User #2554 Info http://slashdot.org/~mercedo/journal/109855 Last Journal: 2005.12.02 21:05
Roughly speaking, in macrocosm the law of relativism rules and in microcosm the quantum theory rules and here in our daily life the law of gravity rules. We have to apply completely different rules than here to invent an eternal engine. Strictly speaking there's no such engines but there must be an extremely efficient energy that is replaceable our dependency to fuel energy. I hope human wisdom will prevail beyond the limitations of our realms of living.--
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Robotics

Robotics (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.04 14:15 (#9681) User #2554 Info http://technocrat.net/ Last Journal: 2005.12.02 21:05
Robot is a characterisation of machines, cars could be a robot if we thought lights as eyes and wheels as arms and legs, and I am opposed to give them too much credence since machines are just machines. However they oftentimes show more accurate evaluation and decision than humans. Above all they are impartial, so I like them.--
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Medical Application?

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Medical Application? (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.02 20:39 (#9648) User #2554 Info http://technocrat.net/ Last Journal: 2005.10.19 20:56
Face transplant is revolutionary. Probably I think these techniques have been long developed from tens of thousands of cosmetic surgeries held by women from the pursuit of beauty. In our country(Japan), $20,000 enables them to have a perfect face, once we saw before and after of a woman who made this, the result was just amazing!--
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Digital Devide

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Digital Devide (Score:0)
by mercedo on 2005.12.02 20:20 (#9647) User #2554 Info http://technocrat.net/ Last Journal: 2005.10.19 20:56
Digital devide between Korea and Japan has been increasing very rapidly. Reason 1; Japan is urbanised but Korea is much more urbanised than Japan, and concentration of population to urban area is very conspicuous. 2; They use Korean alphabet-Japanese don't have an alphabet, which makes more suitable to getting access to computers.--
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The Movie

"testing onli"
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I like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde too.