Price of pride

When I married her, I thought she was a star of hope in my life. I persuade her to marry me proposing many fabulous words to her.
It is no wonder if she thought she would be my perpetual or life long partner. She agreed to marry me. One million dollars seem to be considerable money. Yes, but I'm not a salaried man. I'm a writer. This money is a compensation for the weight of responsibility I owe to her. I bought her life. I couldn't pay her compensating my life. Instead one million dollars. Rather I'm glad to her submitting this amount of money. This is a price of my responsibility. Not cheap, but not expensive at all.
Three people, one is judge and the other two will be chosen among private citizen, will see her and me each. They will decide whether her claim or my sue are appropriate corresponding to worldly standard.
This money is a price of my pride, I'd rather appreciate that.

Misalliance

Three women have passed through my life after I started living alone. First one was 5 years senior to me and she didn't want me to marry her. She was very rich - her asset was 14 million dollars. She told me when I proposed her that whether there's any benefit from our marriage. It might have been just out of the question for her to marry me -it would have been misalliance so to speak.

Sue for divorce

I married a woman in October, 1995 and at the same time we started living together. We lived together till January, 1998. So we lived together for two years and four months.
It is already 11 years and 5 months since we separated. Three women have passed through during these years. I am now in love with a woman whom I knew in April, 2006. We are in love for three years till now.
I asked my legal wife to divorce me. She said it's OK on conditions that I pay her alimony $1,000,000 and living expense $2,000 per month.
I'm glad she agreed to divorce me. I sued the issue in court to settle the money I ought to pay and get a document paper for it.
I haven't slept with my wife for more than eleven years of course. Is she still my wife only because we are married?
In relevant information, we have no kids.